There I hear with my silent ears the sound all around

it"s so quiet so still as if time had stoped .

"why is it at this" ?,

there is no color , nothing around not even the ground

colorless just ...just white and still i cant seem to feel

its cold and wet such a chill.

"my home where is it " ?,

this runs through my head so fast over and over buzzing, rolling images

flash through me rapping themselfs squezzeing, almost crushing me

i cant ...i cant seem to breath .

people,faces,these buildings and places No ..No leave me a lone !

i dont remember so stop !

my head feels so tight so much at one time , no too much to take !

no wait , my hand sinks so deep ,the cold shocks me so

i grab a fistful of the colorless cold and realize that it is indeed snow.

my whole body now trembles and shakes, flashes of red is mixed with the white flakes !

a smell ive smelled before seeps in my nose

it is the smell of.....chard wood

thats right my home it"s here now i thought "i have no fear"!

yes thats it my house my home the place where ive grown

its here waiting for my to return , but my feet stop thier motion

as i see this revoulsion.

my home is gone!, the structure is no more

all that remains is shards of a burnt door ,

i enter and see with my eyes on the way

what seems to be a bear covered...in ash and snow .

and with this in the snow

i realized i was

no more.